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Never Again
Never again will i open myself to anyone.
you are all so hateful and cruel.
This next life, never again will i allow some one
to tear my heart out, or shut me up
I will only keep to myself. I wish for no one
to interfer with my personal affairs
This i Promise.
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Down to God
Cut my Wrist to the vain,
i've no need to feel the pain.
See my blood pour,
out upon the stained floor,
Nothing to fear,
don't cry dear.
Suicide is my solution,
to you problem.
See the crimson blood,
it stains the white purity.
And i finally leave it all...
down
to
God.
 New Stuff - Added 4.2.04
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The Truth.
My heart deepends in sadness.
I've come to realize the whole truth.
A truth I need to keep confined to the dark walls of my mind.
But I don't want to.
I know what I want but I can't get to it without hurting myself.
No matter how hard I try
The plain and simple truth is sealed away.
Untitled
This is about you.
Your very beauty stuns me.
When we talk, I sometimes get lost in your eyes.
The light reflecting off your hair...
Sometimes I wish we could spend time togeather.
But I don't want to end up hurt again.
Just remember this.
I care about you
and I hope you care about me.
New stuff added 4.7.04
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insanity is fun, fun, fun.
insanity insanity why am i so mad?
insanity insanity why am i so glad?
jumping up, jumping down
don't let your ass fall on the ground.
insanity insanity fun is dumb.
insanity insanity i'm going numb.
walking left, walking right
i looked down and saw a sight.
insanity insanity blinking fast.
insanity insanity rushing past.
bang bang, chain chain.
to a wall, to a wall.
New Stuff added: 49.04
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untitled
your suffering in pain,
all i can do is gein.
you die alive
i still strive,
the bloody rain,
it will stain,
and i will soon die,
you will soon cry.
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| Older Works |
The following is a collection of my older works.
Life
V.S.
Death.
When you come into this world everything is new, just like you.
you see a very bright light, you see your mom, you see your dad, when you talk, all you know how to cry, just then, some one died.
If you life a long and happy life chanes are you've been though strife. when you die, you'll wear your very last suit, which won't get dirty, and won't stain.
Once you die, family and friends get one last chance to say "good bye"
After they say "farewell", the undertaker closes the lid, and forbids you to live.
Six feet under, six feet dead, death is somthing not to dread,
life comes and goes,
black and white,
yes and no,
liveing is not all ways in the best,
one of one dies,
and some one,
crys.
Life & Death
(in a flower)
life is like a flower.
as a seed, before a stem, a stem before a bud, a bud before a flower, a flower that has bloomed in the warmth and light of the spring.
death is like a flower.
it's pedals fall off, it dries out, and then crumbles in the icy, cold wind and darkness of the fall.
Gone Forever
If god was to take me tomorrow,
I would gladly go,
For my Sprit is emotionally drained from,
Betrayal,
Dishonest,
Cruel,
People like you.
I would walk threw the pearly gates,
And leave you all behind.
I'd sleep under the stars of heaven,
Without a care,
Without People like you.
I'm freed from felling sad,
From feeling that I'm not good enough.
My spirit is lifted,
I no longer cry myself to sleep,
Without people like you.
Remember the good times,
As well as the bad
Dont cry for me, Im finally freed
then there is a bunch more sentences,
I hate you all, it has to end
Im going to take this into my own matters,
i know what has to be done, and ill do it.
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